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04:52pm 19/02/2006
 
mood: cheerful
music: Bullet For My Valentine.
Woke up saturday.
Was awake for about a half hour before i left for a hockey game in Milwaukee with jacob that i had forgotten existed.
It was an awesome game.
Lots of fights.
So cool.
And I got my face on the jumbo-Tv.
Went home for 3 minutes.
Then off to Parkside with jacob for the show.
All the timing got messed up.
We were an hour early.
But it was all good.
Great show.
Like incredibly super duper.
I've been wanting to see Red Knife Lottery for soo long now.
It was better than i expected.
Like X2.
I have love for Koala Taxi, Northsoutheastwest, Sleep Comes Down, and Temoer Temper.
I even got a Temper Temper shirt.
Was all soo fun.
If you weren't there.
you missed out.
Adam made an offer to possibly be in Bisty Mueller.
I think I'll take him up once i get a new amp.
Today was boring.
Pirated music.
And worked on a new myspace group.
Not completely running yet.
I have alot of stuff to get ready first.
I'll add it all at once.
I also went to church.		  
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past few days   
09:20pm 17/02/2006
 
mood: tired
music: fallen before us
Sunday: Fairly boring.
- Didn't do too much.
- Relaxed.
- CCD was pretty cool though.

Monday: Printed some awesome pictures.
- Tom loved em.
- Pretty big ones too.

Tuesday: Scouts.
- Fixed some designs.
- Learned some fire stuff.

Wednesday: Went snowboarding at Alpine Valley with the venture crew.
- Went really well.
- Even though id never done it before.
- I did fairly well.

Thursday: Slept durring photography
- Hung with jacob.

Today: Printed some more, cooler pictures.
- Went to show in kenosha.
- Got stranded at the church.
- Got McDonalds.
- Good fun.

Tomorrow: Another show?
- Relaxing?		  
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Party   
03:30am 12/02/2006
 
mood: tired
music: none
The beginning of the day went well enough.
Woke up.
Showered.
Did a few choirs.
Left for Doug's around three.
Started slow.
Then got better.
A fair amount of people showed up.
It all went well.
Cake fight.
Jam fests.
Arranged music.
Nikki and Brooke came over.
And now, i finally have a crush on someone.
It feels really good too.
I liked no one for so long.
And now everythings better.
It was pretty obvious though.
But I don't care.
Im not ashamed.
HeHe.
Got Cut short though.
So that kinda sucked.
After everyone left.
Came down to Me, Alex, Ryan, Steven, and Doug.
Played some D&D.
Then went for a hike.
Long story short.
We end up hiding in a field.
We split up to get back to the house.
Me, Alex & Ryan.
Doug & Steven.
My group swore we saw Doug and Steven walking down the road.
Then we heard sirens.
Out of sudden fear we book back to the barn.
While in there we hear pounding on the back of the barn.
We rush inside.
We dont know where steven and doug are at this point.
So we watch the barn.
Then I see Steven walking along its side.
And what appears to be Doug Climbing up the side of the barn.
And climbing across the roof.
We're positive we saw the person on the roof.
100% sure.
I went out to check.
Found Steven.
He didnt know where Doug was.
Turns out he wasnt on the roof.
But in the silo.
Upon investigation.
We found a cord ripped out of the ground.
Hung on the back of the barn.
Right where we heard the pounding.
And the people we saw walking.
Weren't Steven and Doug.
So.
We're pretty sure it was these rednecks (for lack of a more definite word) thats gave a few of us shit a while back and earlier today.
It makes sense.
They walked along the road.
We heard sirens.
My group books to the barn.
They climb up the back using the cable.
We race inside.
Watch THEM on the roof.
Not Doug.
Thats our conclusion.
We're pretty sure we're at least half right.
Maybe different people.
But same basics.
It was freaky as hell.
They WERE out there.
We're positive.
Damn rednecks (again...for lack of a better word to describe them...one does not exist.)		  
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Past few days have been great!   
10:12pm 10/02/2006
 
mood: bouncy
music: zao
Well.
Mainly today.
But still.
My film turned out great.
I cant wait to print on monday.
The series i took yesterday (involving a pair of animal skulls i found) turned out great.
So im excited.
I also saw rivers today.
I wasnt sure if id ever see him again.
If you know the story.
Then you can semi-understand how i fealt.
After school i was pretty sure i wasnt going to do anything.
So i napped.
Got two random calls around 8 though.
One from Doug.
Asking why Heleana was asking for my number.
And wonder if something happened that he should know about.
Silly Doug.
The second turns out to be Heleana.
Wondering if i wanted to hang out with her and a few other kids.
I decided to go hang.
Was really fun actually.
Starbucks first.
Then Kohls.
Ran into my ex there.
It was kinda nice.
I hadnt seen her since we broke up.
Then we ended up going to walmart.
Messing around there.
Meeting up with a few more junior kids.
Then off to Barnes n Noble.
Book time!
Then home.
All in all.
It was a really good day.
And tomorrow is dougs party.
So im excited.
But
The Panic at the Disco, Hellogoodbye, Academy Is, The Acceptance show is sold out.
Which really blows.
But
Im going to two shows this month that im 90% sure about
Possibly a third too.
So.
It Kinda evens out.
Local shows are cool too.
Usually as good as mainstream concerts.
And there are a few of them.
So its all good
Its Saturday now.
Party time.
Whoot Whoot.
I may need to sleep though.
Ill figure that out later		  
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today was really good   
06:59pm 07/02/2006
 
mood: calm
music: a change of pace
fairly cool person shadowed doug today.
i discovered im innovative with photogrpahy ideas.
and that dark matter is f***ed up.
i am the llama king.
being on the rebound sucks.
and girls are hard to read.
i need to find a manual.
got some organization into scouts tonight.
its been slacking.
and got some plans for my philmont trek together.
i cant wait.
new mexico.
as close to mexico as i wanna be.		  
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not completely horrible weekend   
06:50pm 05/02/2006
 
mood: calm
music: yeah yeah yeahs
yesterday was more or less a complete bore.
ended up seeing a 9:55 showing of when a stranger calls with emilee.
the movie was terrible.
2 scary parts.
hardly even scary too.
more so surprising.
im glad my cousin let me into it for free.
relative with jobs rule.
today i didnt do anything.
no plans.
i wish i got out of the house though.
but my hair was messy and mean.
super bowl wasnt too bad to watch.
but football isnt really my religious sport.
school tomorrow.
im actually excited.
cuz. its sumtin to do.		  
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llama farm kicked your ass   
10:47am 04/02/2006
 
mood: bored
music: blink-one-eighty-twizal
twas quite an adventure.
afterwards we drove out to park high.
picked people up.
7 total.
1 we forced into the trunk in front of a large group of kids.
then floored it.
it was fun.
the rest of the day was boring though.
really really boring.
like...GOD WHY CANT SOMEONE BE HOME SO I CAN GO PLACES... boring
today isnt looking to better
church at 4 shall indefinitly castrate plans for the day
unless ppl want to hang afterwards
hint hint
IM BORED
and have a great urge to read my shakespear		  
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tomorrow gonna be an odd one   
06:19pm 02/02/2006
 
music: black dahlia murder
leaving school 20 minutes early.
going to a llama sanctuary to check it out for an eagle scout service project my friend is running.
gonna be sweet.
take some llama pics.
should be fun.
my lifes going pretty good as of late.
had a shadow today.
went to mcdonalds.
25$in food.
photolab fun.
as for the other stuff.
over the whole depressed thing.
and if you find it ammusing that being dumped by someone i cared for made me depressed...
you are a heartless bastard.
the whole rebound thing isnt so bad i guess.
wish it was a lil easier though.
girls just dont seem to really be attracted to me.
not much i can do though.
eh.
that part sucks.		  
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i need plans   
02:00pm 01/02/2006
 
mood: bored
music: gwar
so bored
need sutmin to do
i need plans
help me out here		  
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good day   
02:05pm 31/01/2006
 
mood: energetic
music: blood brothers- Ambulance VS. Ambulance
spanish test went great
so did all my classes
kicked the winning home run in gym today
ahahah
sports
started printing today
i cant wait until tomorrow
i start printing larger pics
got scouts today
yippy		  
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is damon ever happy on mondays   
05:13pm 30/01/2006
 
music: zombies ate my neighbors
He was a grump monster.
Big Time.
But i got 90% on my oral exam.
Thats good in my eyes.
Nothing else too major happened.
Accept.
I chemically treated my film and such.
My pictures turned out awesome.
I love the ones i did outside in the park.
They rock.
Ask me sometime.
Ill show you.
I print em tomorrow.		  
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i hate spanish   
04:14am 30/01/2006
 
music: alesana
Exams sure do blow.
Im prolly gonna fail this
Eh.
Who cares.
Walter would care (walter is that horse the my troop found).
ahahaha.		  
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Things are Confusing   
10:28am 29/01/2006
 
mood: weird
Im feeling something new.
Its something like everything ive never fealt before.
Something new.
Something complicated
Something hard to define.
Its everything condensed in one.
And not a thing at all
Love, Lust, Hate, Anger, Fear, Glee, Pain, Cheer, Sadness, Confusion, Crushed, Envious, Distressed, Hopefull, Hurt, Used, Lonely, Relieved, Happy.
I cannot say i understand it.
I cannot say i enjoy it.
Neutrality in a mindset once caring.
In such a state of mind.
That nothing matters anymore.
Even though thats such a lie.
Even though everything has a part in this act.
It all matters.
Everything.
You may believe it doesnt.
You may believe it to be diminutive in purpose.
But to me.
It could make the biggest of difference.
Foothold in a mountain high.
Bring me home, to where i once stood.
When these feelings were nonexistant
To feel this sensation no more.
I cannot say i understand it.
I cannot say i enjoy it.
Apathy devouring what i once held so close.
Fighting to hold on to all that i love and care for.
Fighting to defeat my anger, my heartache, my fear.
Overcome them in a striking blow.
Be my weapon...


I hope the day gets better.
My weekend was good.
Much fun.
With the hiking, and cards, and games, and jokes, and friends, and such.
I even got to pet a horse that we found.
It was Good fun.
Good weekend.
But now that things have changed a bit.
I cant tell how im feeling
Its an odd emotion.
One thing i do know.
Im trying to find someone who is right for me.
A girl.
One so perfect as to earn my heart.
One so perfect as to give me her own.		  
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good day   
01:52pm 27/01/2006
 
mood: anxious
music: alexisonfire
Today was good.
No damon was present for class.
So there was no oral exam.
Its on Monday though.
Which is much better.
Im loving Hamlet.
Ive Barely read it.
But its great.
Im kinda rushed today.
Had to get packed in a Hurry.
But itll be a cool weekend.
Even without snow.		  
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Its Too Early For School Today   
04:21am 27/01/2006
  The spanish exam is looking a lil harder today.
Eh, its probably not as complicated as i think it'll be.
I start developing my rolls today.
Im excited for that.
I think i have some good pictures.
Wandered a bit and experimented with the effects of shadowing of trees on snow.
I hope those turn out.
Frame quality.
I leave at 5:30 after school today.
Heading to Mukwanago with the crew (scoutin it up).
Should be a fun trip.
No snow like we planned.
So we'll hike and play games n such thing like that.
I still have that feeling the im missing a girl in my life.
Starting to think about looking for one.
Maybe they have em at the mall.
Ive heard they do.
Oh well.
I recently heard that bridgette might be coming back to racine for highschool.
Only rumors.
Still.
Its a nice thought.
She was cool.
Anyways.
What did we learn?
-Lifes good.
-Spanish blows.
-Bridgette is cool.
-Kevin likes shadows.		  
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Back into the LiveJournal thing   
08:50pm 26/01/2006
 
mood: artistic
music: Alesana
Its been a long while since ive done one of these.

I guess ive changed sinse then.

At least matured.

Its a good sign to me.

Lifes bee decent.

School, Scouts, all those little things.

They all are just fine.

As for the love life.

I am burdened.

I had a wonderful girlfriend.

But.

I was dumped a short while ago.

That made me sad for a while.

For the most part, im better now.

Still think about it from time to time.

Still hurts a but.

A Needle not daggers.

Theres a void in me now.

One that i feel i need to fill.

I think its still a little too soon for another relationship.

Im still getting used to it.

Itll go away with time.

I hope at least.

Most things do.

Ill just get used to it for now.

Im into Photography now.

I love every second of it.

Taking and developing pictures.

Very hands on.

I love it.

Im still into silkscreening.

Although the feeling died slightly.

I guess i go through artistic phases.

Moving from one passion to the next.

I cant say i mind.

As for my other classes.

They are all good.

I now have the entire works of William Shakespear.

Thanks to the english teacher.

Im excited.

Ive wanted to read hamlet for a while now.

I think ill look into the other ones too.

My classes are fun as usual.

We seem to make them fun.

Its a nice traight.

I enjoy school.

Im able to see my friends alot.

But i have many in other schools.

who i seldomly see.

That makes me sad.

But i enjoy the time i do spend with them.

Im still a boyscout.

Im not stopping with that.

I enjoy it alot.

I attend CCD, church type, classes every few weeks.

Its not bad.

Learn about my religon.

Chat for a few hours.

Kinda fun actually.

11:02 now.

Some call that late.

Im thinking about bed.

But i have some kick left in me.

Ill wait it out.

Spanish oral exam tomorrow.

Not really looking forward to that much.

But it shouldnt be too hard.

Plus.

I start developing my new rolls of film.

So it should all be good.

Tomorrow looks like itll shape out to be a wonderful day.		  
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